I am sitting here thinking about the irony of what is going on in my life right now. I think it is ironic that I found out last night that a long time friend thinks I have had an attitude lately. When IF I DO it was she that caused it with her apathy when I try to contact her. I have spent quite a lot of time trying to help her with something I thought was important to her because I love her a lot. I saw on someone's status one time that I need to stop swimming oceans for people that would not jump a puddle for me. I am really beginning to think there is a lot of truth in that. Do you not think there is a certain irony in someone aggravating you till you are short with them then them telling others you have an attitude?
Then I got word today someone else I cared a great deal about that disappeared form our lives in March is in fact still alive. It hurts like hell to have someone you really care about and have worried about and have done everything you could to help just up and walk out of your life without even saying good bye before they leave. It is like a knife to the heart. You will probably hear a lot more about this subject over the upcoming months I have given them till Christmas to contact me and if they do not I will have to move on with my life without the closure I so desire.
