^*^FALLING APART^*^
^*^I've given away my heart^So it could be torn into pieces^
He left me with the feelings of betrayal and being forgotten^
I'm so in love^Yet so alone^With all this time thrown away^*^
^*^Feeling his absense hurts the most^My constant urge to call is almost taking over^While on the other side^My cycle of feelings starts with rage^Slowly going into sadness^Rage again^Desperation^Devastation^And finally denial^*^
^*^Every morning I open my eyes to emptiness^Seeing a long black hallway with nothing in between^This so-called love has taken over my life leaving me distracted^*^
^*^Days pass by and now my emotions are going crazy^Leaving me no choice but to vomit^To empty my pesimistic thoughts^To stop thinking my life is over^
To stop my tears everynight from falling^To stop feeling like my heart has shattered into fifty pieces^*^
^*^The hardest part of moving on is the jealousy on top of all my misery^But soon enough I'll go to bed realizing I survived this struggle^I need to escape my depression to continue breathing^And regain my strength to love again^*^